My guilty feelings are small cause it is still a tiny bit illegal as our state laws catch up with modern medicine... And the pleasure comes from the relieving of my ptsd and panic attacks being brought on by a couple people around me being too pushy...
So right now I am enjoying the offspring of a strain named "blue dreams" crossed with "sour diesel" and I am halfway to my place of serenity where not even a bubble bath with earphones and candles can achieve...
