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Rockinonahigh · 11-25-2010, 04:29 PM

I come from a family of bigtime smokers,ciggars..pipes ciggies..smokeless of one kind or another.I was also a premi when I was born..I have had a lifetime of asthma,broncitis or some kind of respitory issues forever..it was always something or another makeing me sick.Then I started smokeing when I was 14..thought it was cool..heck everyone did it,why not?Then I did quit for ten years,out of the blue put them down and walke away from them.I lived away from home at the time and then mom had a heart attack then a quad bypass.When she got home for two months she did ok without the smokies but bitched about not being able to even have one now and then.She and a friend went on a day trip so when she came back I could smell the smoke on her so bad it was sickning.Seven years later I burried mom from the effects of smokeing.If that wasnt bad enought I picked up the nasty habbit again wich had all my respitory probs back big time.Seven months ago I quit cold turkey again,I have stumbled a fue times but realised I cant even have the occasional ciggy with out wanting more.This time I wont go back to ciggies..how do I know,well I am aslo a pool player with a hard passion for the sport,If I can play on my league nights with everyone smokieng and not smoke one as many nights as ive been at the pool hall..I have broked the hold it has/had on me.Now, I didnt say I didnt want one,just I didnt smoke one and know I wont again.See I treat smokeing like alcholism..one day at the time I am the boss and I wont fall off the wagon.I realise I deal with second hand smoke but thats a fact of life in many places that I handle as best I can.

11-25-2010, 04:29 PM	#16
Rockinonahigh Senior Member How Do You Identify?: stone butch Preferred Pronoun?: makes no diffrence,I know who I am. Relationship Status: single,maybe looking if the right person comes along. Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: shreveport,Louisiana Posts: 4,907 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,682 Thanked 14,933 Times in 3,938 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	I come from a family of bigtime smokers,ciggars..pipes ciggies..smokeless of one kind or another.I was also a premi when I was born..I have had a lifetime of asthma,broncitis or some kind of respitory issues forever..it was always something or another makeing me sick.Then I started smokeing when I was 14..thought it was cool..heck everyone did it,why not?Then I did quit for ten years,out of the blue put them down and walke away from them.I lived away from home at the time and then mom had a heart attack then a quad bypass.When she got home for two months she did ok without the smokies but bitched about not being able to even have one now and then.She and a friend went on a day trip so when she came back I could smell the smoke on her so bad it was sickning.Seven years later I burried mom from the effects of smokeing.If that wasnt bad enought I picked up the nasty habbit again wich had all my respitory probs back big time.Seven months ago I quit cold turkey again,I have stumbled a fue times but realised I cant even have the occasional ciggy with out wanting more.This time I wont go back to ciggies..how do I know,well I am aslo a pool player with a hard passion for the sport,If I can play on my league nights with everyone smokieng and not smoke one as many nights as ive been at the pool hall..I have broked the hold it has/had on me.Now, I didnt say I didnt want one,just I didnt smoke one and know I wont again.See I treat smokeing like alcholism..one day at the time I am the boss and I wont fall off the wagon.I realise I deal with second hand smoke but thats a fact of life in many places that I handle as best I can.