[WolfyOne]

I've been in a funky mood lately for many different reasons. As some here know, I've got a couple cats in cages as I try to help them get healthy. Just when I think I have this mouth infection under control, one of them takes a turn for the worse. Her mouth is sore and bleeding again. She's having trouble eating soft food and I've been giving her water with a syringe. She's been losing weight and I think she's dehydrated. Tomorrow I will call the vet and take her there. Earlier today, I told her I was no good at saying good bye and she has to help me fight this. I don't want her to have to continue to suffer and we've been battling this for months. I've already been told there's only one alternative if she doesn't get better, so I've spent a good part of the day crying about it. No one's home this week, but me and it sucks to have to do this on my own.