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bigbutchmistie · 12-12-2010, 03:43 PM

My date Friday night. Not in a good way. It was good to go on one. It had been so long.

But, nothing clicked. No chemistry. No conversation. Just nothing. So I tried to be a friend. She doesnt want that, if I dont wanna date her she doesnt want anything. Her loss, Im a great friend.

My friend who recently lost her parents due to murder/suicide. It broke my heart Friday, when out of the blue she started crying so hard she was shaking... An irate client she was speaking to over the phone went off calling her mom all kinds of names and she broke. All I could do was just sit there and hold her and let her cry and get it out. What can you say to someone who found their parents dead like that?

I have been given some pictures of when I was little. I look at them and dont even know the child in them. Ive come so far and am so different.

I see my brother in them and remember how close we were and how as adults we couldnt be further apart. Which breaks my heart. But it is what it is....

So much lately is on my mind....

12-12-2010, 03:43 PM	#5048
bigbutchmistie Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Since You Need A Label. Butch Relationship Status: Still Dreaming Of My Happily Ever After Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Arlington Texas Posts: 4,009 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,950 Thanked 5,364 Times in 1,941 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	My date Friday night. Not in a good way. It was good to go on one. It had been so long. But, nothing clicked. No chemistry. No conversation. Just nothing. So I tried to be a friend. She doesnt want that, if I dont wanna date her she doesnt want anything. Her loss, Im a great friend. My friend who recently lost her parents due to murder/suicide. It broke my heart Friday, when out of the blue she started crying so hard she was shaking... An irate client she was speaking to over the phone went off calling her mom all kinds of names and she broke. All I could do was just sit there and hold her and let her cry and get it out. What can you say to someone who found their parents dead like that? I have been given some pictures of when I was little. I look at them and dont even know the child in them. Ive come so far and am so different. I see my brother in them and remember how close we were and how as adults we couldnt be further apart. Which breaks my heart. But it is what it is.... So much lately is on my mind....