I confess, it is impossible to escape your family past. My father tracked down my mother somehow and asked for me and my brothers addresses because he says he is making a will. She didn't give them to him thank goodness. I haven't seen him since my early twenties, and the last time was quite bad. Ugh. I am the oldest so I suppose I will be the one who has to deal with things eventually, just like when I was a kid. Dealing with him is something I have been trying to avoid my whole life. I'm glad it's about time to go to work so I can try to put it out of my mind.
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Love consists in this, that two solitudes protect and touch and greet each other.
- Rainer Maria Rilke
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