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when in my early 20's....
I wish I had not lost touch with my only brother...especially at a time when he needed me the most. I regret loosing a chance at that early bond, becoming a family, getting to watch him become a father and getting to watch his baby girls grow up. I missed out on so much because I wasn't mature enough to handle raising a head-strong teenager that had never known a stable home and who's mother was more worried about the numerous men in her life. I should have been the stable, secure, strong, understanding, mature family/foster mother that he needed.
In my early 20's, I was too hot-headed, immature and had made several bad choices/decisions that didn't affect me and me alone.... it also affected my son and my brother and now has had a trickle down effect.
I miss being a Big Sister to my brother and now am missing out on watching my nieces grow up.
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She has been through hell, so believe me when I say, fear her when she looks into a fire and smiles.
~E.Corona~
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