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Rockinonahigh · 01-10-2011, 02:43 AM

At this point in my life I finaly have the stablity in my job,home and family wich gives me the ablity to do the things I wanted to do before but couldnt because of being a responsable single parrent,my mothers care taker for a long time as well as going to college to expand my life and ablity to work in a meaningfull job.Maturity is (to me) being there when u r needed,doing the right thing even when I knew I had to put things aside till later,keeping the house bills paid,food in the cubbard,the manythings that a family needs to keep going.I sometimes wanted to blink and make some one else take this responasblity for while so I could take a deep breath,have 5 minits to myself.This didnt happen so I just kept on holding the world as we knew it together as best I could.Now im takeing that deep breath,the more than 5 minits for myself..now im going thrue a late early adult hood I should have had before.Makeing new friends,learning better ways to live life,realiseing that its ok for me to just live life and enjoy the friendship and geting to know real people.one of the best things I have learned is,I dont have to battle my way thrue things and can be part of life not being on the outside looking in.

01-10-2011, 02:43 AM	#12
Rockinonahigh Senior Member How Do You Identify?: stone butch Preferred Pronoun?: makes no diffrence,I know who I am. Relationship Status: single,maybe looking if the right person comes along. Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: shreveport,Louisiana Posts: 4,907 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,682 Thanked 14,933 Times in 3,938 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	At this point in my life I finaly have the stablity in my job,home and family wich gives me the ablity to do the things I wanted to do before but couldnt because of being a responsable single parrent,my mothers care taker for a long time as well as going to college to expand my life and ablity to work in a meaningfull job.Maturity is (to me) being there when u r needed,doing the right thing even when I knew I had to put things aside till later,keeping the house bills paid,food in the cubbard,the manythings that a family needs to keep going.I sometimes wanted to blink and make some one else take this responasblity for while so I could take a deep breath,have 5 minits to myself.This didnt happen so I just kept on holding the world as we knew it together as best I could.Now im takeing that deep breath,the more than 5 minits for myself..now im going thrue a late early adult hood I should have had before.Makeing new friends,learning better ways to live life,realiseing that its ok for me to just live life and enjoy the friendship and geting to know real people.one of the best things I have learned is,I dont have to battle my way thrue things and can be part of life not being on the outside looking in.