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miss entycing · 01-20-2011, 09:20 PM

On my mind.....

tonight while catching up with my 'brother' of 35+ years made me sad...
the group of us that hung together, since high school and for many years after....
some of us made it big, some of us went to prison, some of us are still the same,
and some of us are still struggling, and runnin the streets chasing that god damned high.

sigh.

and then he told me that in the last 2 months- 5 of us have died from an overdose...
and then he tells me that 8 days ago, 2 of my 'road dawgs' died together, from bad dope.
so here I sit, grieving for friends that kept me sane, kept me smiling, kept me in some damn good trouble
and kept me loved and safe from some really bad shit back in the day.

I also sit here thinking how easily that could have, and very well might have been me.

sitting here in shock, nothing to say that can fix it,
my heart hurts for you, and I miss you guys.
wherever you are, I know that y'all are kickin it and havin a blast!
I pray that you've found peace finally, and that the chase for the ultimate high is sated.
save me a seat, ok?
RIP- know that you all were loved.

01-20-2011, 09:20 PM	#5276
miss entycing Senior Member How Do You Identify?: dangerous, but worth the risk. Preferred Pronoun?: just be nice.. it's that easy. Relationship Status: CapitalM's carved upon my skin. Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: on the southern edge of sanity, under a carolina moon. Posts: 3,276 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,341 Thanked 8,262 Times in 2,254 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	On my mind..... tonight while catching up with my 'brother' of 35+ years made me sad... the group of us that hung together, since high school and for many years after.... some of us made it big, some of us went to prison, some of us are still the same, and some of us are still struggling, and runnin the streets chasing that god damned high. sigh. and then he told me that in the last 2 months- 5 of us have died from an overdose... and then he tells me that 8 days ago, 2 of my 'road dawgs' died together, from bad dope. so here I sit, grieving for friends that kept me sane, kept me smiling, kept me in some damn good trouble and kept me loved and safe from some really bad shit back in the day. I also sit here thinking how easily that could have, and very well might have been me. sitting here in shock, nothing to say that can fix it, my heart hurts for you, and I miss you guys. wherever you are, I know that y'all are kickin it and havin a blast! I pray that you've found peace finally, and that the chase for the ultimate high is sated. save me a seat, ok? RIP- know that you all were loved. __________________ True strength lies in submission which permits one to dedicate their life, through devotion, to something beyond themselves. Whenever someone awakens fully, it affects human consciousness at a collective level. It is like dropping a stone into a dark murky pond. Ripples of light... Not one word need be spoken.