[sylvie]

i confess..

- i plan on some work on myself, some spoiling myself & some relaxation for my 2 weeks off starting feb 12th! all of these things will not only make me feel good, but make me stronger for future endeavours..

- i am scared to get hurt - i didn't realize this until recently.. if i work on my inner stuff, maybe then i can give myself, fully when the time should come..

- i think as much as i am hard on myself, i truly do think i'm a good person, and have a lot to offer.. i'm a very honest individual, and keep it real..always..

- i admitted to myself this morning - i'm not a victim.. i'm a strong capable woman, who is capable of NOT being dependent on others... this is a huge, HUGE thing for me, i've spent years being in the shadows of everyone else.. i can't be good for someone, if i can't take care of me (a very wise friend advised me of this...thank you) so now, it's about living this, not just admitting this, it feels great..

- i arrived at work a few days ago, with 2 different socks on AND my shirt on backwards, because i lost track of time and had to get dressed quick and run, LOL.. it was not the proudest moment of my life, that's for certain.