[sylvie]

i confess -

- i am no longer at anyone's disposal to be pushed around, stomped on & used..i may not have the highest self esteem, but it's a work in progress and seeing everything at face value right now is causing me some inner anger, not for being so naive, but moreso for people who take advantage!

- i may not completely be relationship material yet, but that's okay.. i'm a girl with a loving heart, and know that when my day comes, it'll come and i'll then be ready..

- sometimes i pick up permanent markers and sniff the hell outta them, just cuz i love the scent.. then i'll recap 'em, and break down, open it up and snifffffffffffffffffffffff...

- r e a l i t y -- few doses of it again lately.. sometimes tough, but definitely good for the growth , the healthy headspace growth i want & need.. because it's always going to be about the reality !

- mahna mahna, do do do do do ... mahna mahna.. do do do do ... mahna mahna.. do do do do do , do do do, do do do do do do do do do ...