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MissItalianDiva · 02-05-2011, 06:48 PM

Wow...the never thought I question

Well I never thought I would do say or think a lot of the things I now have grown into and grown out of. I never did think I would be almost 30 and single. I know that is not a big deal to some but I honestly think I believed in the fairy tale for so long when I was younger, then when getting out in the real world and experiencing hurt as well as loss, maybe lost or became a cynic to what my beliefs and hopes are in my life partner.

I never thought this year would bring so much change and renewed faith in so many things. It is only a little over a month into 2011 and I am amazed at all the changes within myself and my life over the past year.

There is much more that I never thought I would do or say or even feel but the way I see it is we are all in resemblance to butterflies and life is a definite butterfly effect. We grow and blossom and evolve as time and life passes by us, through us and with us but if we were to change any of what is or was...we would not be where or who we are right in this moment and when it is all said and done being in the moment and being present is what really matters...not where we were or who we were or even where we will be. Just right now.

I am loving this year and learning to really appreciate the little things and being in the moment...

02-05-2011, 06:48 PM	#12
MissItalianDiva Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Miss Twiggy Preferred Pronoun?: Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious and that shit doesn't sound atrocious! Relationship Status: divorce happens..all that glitters ain't gold Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: SLC Utah Posts: 2,284 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,768 Thanked 7,159 Times in 1,793 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Wow...the never thought I question Well I never thought I would do say or think a lot of the things I now have grown into and grown out of. I never did think I would be almost 30 and single. I know that is not a big deal to some but I honestly think I believed in the fairy tale for so long when I was younger, then when getting out in the real world and experiencing hurt as well as loss, maybe lost or became a cynic to what my beliefs and hopes are in my life partner. I never thought this year would bring so much change and renewed faith in so many things. It is only a little over a month into 2011 and I am amazed at all the changes within myself and my life over the past year. There is much more that I never thought I would do or say or even feel but the way I see it is we are all in resemblance to butterflies and life is a definite butterfly effect. We grow and blossom and evolve as time and life passes by us, through us and with us but if we were to change any of what is or was...we would not be where or who we are right in this moment and when it is all said and done being in the moment and being present is what really matters...not where we were or who we were or even where we will be. Just right now. I am loving this year and learning to really appreciate the little things and being in the moment...