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Gayla · 02-25-2011, 06:16 PM

Awww, Snickles!

I don't think I've ever really heard anyone talk about the emotional aspects of it, outside of the PTSD kinda thing, but I saw it as a huge violation in some ways. It was a similar feeling to when someone broke into my house and trashed the place because they couldn't unlock the front door and my TV wouldn't fit out the window they came in. I freely admit to being a big, giant control freak in a lot of ways and this was so far out of my control that I just didn't know how to handle it. There was also the piece about the fact that they totaled my van. I loved that van. And suddenly, it was just a crumpled piece blue metal. (Insurance paid for a bigger, better van in the end though. With headed seats!) So I totally get the hurt feeling thing.

Yes, you will be sore. It feels very funny to tell you this but, yeah, Ibuprofen, lots of water tonight. I felt like I was getting the flu for a couple of days, it was that kind of achey. And, umm, go get the xrays. At least in the next few days. Go in the middle of the night when they aren't busy or go to urgent care or something but get them done. You know better. <3

02-25-2011, 06:16 PM	#5489
Gayla Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Kinky Butch Top Preferred Pronoun?: I'm not picky Relationship Status: She makes me dance like a fool and forget how to breathe. Join Date: Mar 2010 Location: SF CA Posts: 3,229 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 877 Thanked 7,077 Times in 1,966 Posts Rep Power: 0	Awww, Snickles! I don't think I've ever really heard anyone talk about the emotional aspects of it, outside of the PTSD kinda thing, but I saw it as a huge violation in some ways. It was a similar feeling to when someone broke into my house and trashed the place because they couldn't unlock the front door and my TV wouldn't fit out the window they came in. I freely admit to being a big, giant control freak in a lot of ways and this was so far out of my control that I just didn't know how to handle it. There was also the piece about the fact that they totaled my van. I loved that van. And suddenly, it was just a crumpled piece blue metal. (Insurance paid for a bigger, better van in the end though. With headed seats!) So I totally get the hurt feeling thing. Yes, you will be sore. It feels very funny to tell you this but, yeah, Ibuprofen, lots of water tonight. I felt like I was getting the flu for a couple of days, it was that kind of achey. And, umm, go get the xrays. At least in the next few days. Go in the middle of the night when they aren't busy or go to urgent care or something but get them done. You know better. <3