If you Really knew me...
You would know I am going through a living hell with my father in the hospital since last Sunday.
You would know how much I miss him even though he has not passed away yet. He is heavily sedated and can not respond to me or the nursing staff.
You would know I am hurting badly and am making huge decisions about his health care even though I wish I did not have to.
You would know how badly I wish God would just call him home already.
You would know how much being in limbo sucks.
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Remember anyone can love you when the sun is shining...In the storm is where you learn who truly cares for you 
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