[Soft*Silver]

it seems like my anxiety level is up lately but for very good reasons. Such as, today I discovered my attny whom I hired to represent me for my SSDI appeal, has not sent in requests to my therapist nor 4 of my medical Drs. My court hearing is on the 18th! I walked into his lobby and had a melt down. He actually told me he had 200 clients and there was no way he could keep track of all the files and letters for each client. I was fit to be tied, and bantered back and told him he had too many clients then and he had no right taking 1/3 of my outcome if we won. If he didnt put forth 100% effort, he didnt deserve his full fee. He vowed to call and get the paperwork but at this late date, I doubt it. *I* However, will ask to speak for myself during the trial and address this so that the judge is aware of this, and of the hiuge missing pieces of my medical and mental health records. Honest to God, between this and my Cleveland CLinic mix up yesterday, I am ready for a valium cocktail of some sort!