In the real world find it really hard being new to everything at 20 sometimes.
I feel like everyone else around me has known they were queer all their lives and already figured this shit out. I feel so ignorant and green, or a fraud even.
I don't know how to act and tell myself that everyone expects me to know everything, something.
I'm used to men. I'm used to the world of straight dating. I'm used to cismale bodies.
I have
no idea what I'm doing.
It's like going through adolescence all over again.