[Kobi]

Mother's Day means different things to each of us. For some it is a
special occasion, for some it brings mixed feelings, for others sadness
and loss.

I just wanted to wish the Mothers on Planet, a good day, one where
love is shared, memories are created, and laughter is plentiful.

For all of us, I hope it is a day of peace, of remembering....good and not so good for all made us
into the wonderful people we are today, and celebration....in whatever way brings you comfort.

And for my Mom....this poem:

I see you now…
smaller, more fragile,
balancing yourself when you walk
with the wind at your back,
unkind to the wisp of strength
that still clings to your fervent spirit.

I marvel at you every day;
the little things you remember,
the others you forget.
You're content to read grocery ads
now,
find an occasional Western on television,
be treated to a Sunday afternoon lunch,
be remembered on Mother's Day.

I remember when you wanted more,
required meatier tasks to occupy your mind,
found strength in doing, doing, doing.
We repeat ourselves to you now,
explaining again, those things
you cannot deem as important
in a mind crowded
with so many poignant memories.

I pray for patience,
for understanding,
for compassion,
seeing myself in you,
in say, another 20 years.

You walk ahead of me,
striving to maintain your independence.
I trail behind,
unbeknownst to you,
watching, guarding,
lest you might find a need for me.

I watch you, little by little,
slipping away from me.
edging closer to your own
idea of Heaven,
that grander piece of Paradise
that holds the promise of better things to come.

I store the memories of you every day,
struggling to hold on to the vibrance
that you once were,
grasping, with both my hands,
what little bit of life that remains inside of you.

I fear to lose you,
and yet I have, already,
piece by piece,
until a little more of you
is taken from the heart of me.

You walk ahead, I know,
the thin, white hair, unruly now,
the back since bowed,
the skin, an ashen shroud,
that whispers of your fortitude.

And there, in the cruel reality of senility,
I see intermittent flashes…
of the blue eyes that captured untold hearts,
that tempestuous hair that fell flirtingly
across your cheek
when you laughed,
the Dresden complexion
that glowed with youthful
expectation at the mere prospect of Life,

and I remember you,
the way you were,
the way you will always be
to me.

Yes,
I remember… beauty.

--For my mother,
shoronda
krystal