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Originally Posted by ruthie14

Went to a baseball game with some friends. Now I have been going back and forth with the butch I've been telling you about. It is not gonna happen for us I think. I'm honest, she doesn't listen, and somehow I am the wierd one. hmmmmmm Really WTF

Been a rough week. Best friend is pushing me away too. She is going through a lot and is pushing me away for whatever reason. Doesn't want anymore hurt or just plain angry. Not sure, but I have had enough for one week.

and my vacation plans got cancelled. Still had to take the ONE day I get off on friday. Trying to make it work to the best of my ability, but with the butch thing and the best friend thing, trying to relax is proving to be a problem.

((((((RUTHIE)))))))