[sylvie]

i confess...that i had oral surgery and am in pain, therefore taking something FOR pain, and can not be held responsible for my silliness of my posts, should that happen, lol..

i confess...that i submitted for my vacation time at work, so i can fly to be with Mtn in September, and i'm an anxious, anxious girl! *happy dancing* we've picked dates, we're buying tickets, we're happy dancing together and i'm gabbling His ears off every chance i get and can't sit still.. (wait til the day OF.......poor airline crew)

i confess...i'm a stubborn girl, when in pain, i still wanna get up and do things rather than sit still and get better..

i confess...when you spend a lifetime not getting along with someone, because our personalities just dont jive, and suddenly they do the most sincerest thing to help you, and really go well out of their way so you are okay in a time of need like today, it makes me rethink and appreciate.. Some people go through life angry, judgemental and it doesn't mean they're a horrible person, it might mean they've been through a time themselves.. i'll always be kinder and more understanding to this.. i appreciate my stepfather a lot today.

i confess...the more days go on, the more proud of myself i am.. i have made some HUGE changes and taken on a great deal of hard realizations and worked through them, about myself... Though my journey continues, i'm amazed at the strong capable person i am today, and how intolerant i am to negativity now, when at one time i would lap it right up ..

i confess... as each day goes on, the more EXCITED i get about visiting Mtn.. i warned Daddy that i'd get like a child on Christmas morning the more the day approaches.. i'm so happy with the time we took, for the children's sake as well as our own, and of course real life happenings with work, etc.. But good things come to those who wait, GREAT things in fact.. Only a matter of time and i'll be so wrapped up in him, i want to cry i'm so excited and anticipating this.. have i mentionned i'm travelling soon? yaaaay LOL!

i confess...my confession wasnt silly at all... yay!!