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Leigh · 08-09-2011, 09:51 AM

I keep running through My mind everything that has happened over the last week or two, including what may be coming up in the next few weeks. I've never been good with relationships and all I've ever wanted is to have one that lasted for longer than just a few months .......... something more serious and long-term. I'll admit that I've been the first to rush into a relationship simply because I wanted to be with someone, but as I've gotten older and even with beginning My transition, I can honestly say that I don't seek out being with someone now just because I don't want to be alone.

I'm 31 years old now and I've gotten to the point where I'm wanting to spent My life with that someone special, not just find someone for abit and then pursue someone else. I'm not perfect and I've made many regrettable mistakes when it comes to being with a partner; I've often been a lousy one and it hurt those that I truly cared about. I'm tired of running, avoiding and hurting ~ I'm ready to give My heart a chance to be happy and to love someone without fear of running. I'm taking things slow and giving love a true chance to blossom, knowing that no matter what the future brings atleast I took a leap of faith and didn't back away ........... its taking charge of My life and My heart, which feels pretty good :-)

08-09-2011, 09:51 AM	#6351
Leigh Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She, Her, etc Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Canada Posts: 7,767 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,029 Thanked 13,024 Times in 4,784 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	I keep running through My mind everything that has happened over the last week or two, including what may be coming up in the next few weeks. I've never been good with relationships and all I've ever wanted is to have one that lasted for longer than just a few months .......... something more serious and long-term. I'll admit that I've been the first to rush into a relationship simply because I wanted to be with someone, but as I've gotten older and even with beginning My transition, I can honestly say that I don't seek out being with someone now just because I don't want to be alone. I'm 31 years old now and I've gotten to the point where I'm wanting to spent My life with that someone special, not just find someone for abit and then pursue someone else. I'm not perfect and I've made many regrettable mistakes when it comes to being with a partner; I've often been a lousy one and it hurt those that I truly cared about. I'm tired of running, avoiding and hurting ~ I'm ready to give My heart a chance to be happy and to love someone without fear of running. I'm taking things slow and giving love a true chance to blossom, knowing that no matter what the future brings atleast I took a leap of faith and didn't back away ........... its taking charge of My life and My heart, which feels pretty good :-) __________________ "When you fall off the wagon ... clutch the sides of it until you get a better grip!"