[Wryly]

Originally Posted by Matthew

Its perfectly natural to be attracted to another butch My friend, those urges sometimes just can't be helped

Thanks Matthew.

I've been in a kind of weird place the last few days and that "possible butch" just sort of gave me a jolt I was really needing. The swagger and self confidence hy exuded is what I've been sorely lacking of late. So I don't think the attraction was hym so much as much as it is my wishing I had that swagger and self confidence.
But today I am in a better place - - thanks to hym . . . and you! I just shouldn't wallow when I'm felling bad - - I just got to go out there and be me!

Although, I do admit, a tiny bit of attraction because of the way hy filled out that uniform. Hy wasn't the type anyone would give a second look to - - older, overweight and in uniform. But, like I said, the swagger. oh my.