I've spent a good deal of my life as a joyful girl. There have been nights of crying wretchedly into my pillow and there are things I regret saying... or not saying, but I think I would leave everything as is. When the ultimate sweetness finally comes, it will be the most beautiful, comforting, loving thing I've ever felt and I don't know that I'd appreciate it without walking the path I've been on all along. My blind faith will pay off someday and I believe I'm getting much closer than I've ever been. I'm grateful for all of life's lessons, no matter how difficult they've been.
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