[LediskoLove99]

I was 15 and it was a friend of mine. I really, really liked her she was pretty and feminine and smart. I eventually got up the courage to tell her. She being the nice friend she was laughed in my face, most embarrassing experience of my life.

After I sort of got over her (about two months later, aren't teenagers resilent?) there was another girl she was much different from the first one, she always wore a hoodie and jeans and her one hat that she always wore backwards (I have a weird women wearing hats fetish type thing) and she was just as smart but much sweeter.She had short blonde hair that she always had styled nicely with this great smelling gel, and amazingly beautiful blue eyes and a wonderful smile. She's actually the reason I failed my biology class, I was too busy staring at her to focus on my work haha. I didn't tell her though, I was too nervous after the first girl. That and she had a girlfriend, who I also had a crush on.

Ever since the first girl laughing at me when I admitted my feelings to her I haven't been able to approach anyone since. That was nearly 7 years ago. I got over her but not the embarrassment of being laughed at like that. Especially since she decided it was a good idea to go around and share it with all of her friends inculding the girl she had a crush on.