A. I soooooo wish I was going to the reunion!! I could use a very long dose of butch/femme friends that I have made here.
B. Remember the woman that broke up with me in January? The one who left me vulnerable and in physical pain from a migraine because it reminded her too much of her ex? The one who broke my heart and left me devatstated? I think I wrote on this thread that we had become friends but that recently she was acting more friendly. Using her pet name for me etc. Well Sat she asked me if I would give it another chance. I told her, kindly, no because the things that broke us up were still in place and not likely to change. She was upset and she cried. I held her. It was really hard... but she has proven to be unreliable and I need someone I can count on. I feel badly that I upset her... I feel bad that she cried...
Ruthie
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