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CockyDude · 10-18-2011, 08:11 AM

I've read thru this thread & come to realize we all share some commonality on more than a few things. I realized at a very young age I was a boy & having a younger brother never understood why he was different than me. It was a small town; I was expected to conform & I constantly refused. I started drinking at 12 & drugs at 13. I couldn't understand why/how God made such a huge error; I was obviously in the wrong body. I excelled at all sports & badassness. I was referred to as a " hooligan" in grade school & high school ( I was a greaser then). I fell in love with the girl of my dreams at 16. She formed the basis for what I still desire today. She couldn't take the family pressure, & moved back home after 2 years. I became involved with a Playboy Bunny @ 19. She was bi-sexual & introduced me to gay bars. But I just wasn't comfortable. I wasn't a woman, I wasn't gay, why was I here? Then I heard/found out about transsexuals. The light bulb went off, I started T, & life got better. Like most guys in my situation, the road traveled has or still does involve alcohol, drugs & thoughts of suicide. We do the best we can & hope for what everyone else does; true love.
And that's about as much as I can type with one thumb for now.

10-18-2011, 08:11 AM	#18
CockyDude Timed Out How Do You Identify?: FTM-man Preferred Pronoun?: He, Him Relationship Status: What is today? Join Date: Sep 2011 Location: Midwest Posts: 239 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 151 Thanked 420 Times in 141 Posts Rep Power: 0	I've read thru this thread & come to realize we all share some commonality on more than a few things. I realized at a very young age I was a boy & having a younger brother never understood why he was different than me. It was a small town; I was expected to conform & I constantly refused. I started drinking at 12 & drugs at 13. I couldn't understand why/how God made such a huge error; I was obviously in the wrong body. I excelled at all sports & badassness. I was referred to as a " hooligan" in grade school & high school ( I was a greaser then). I fell in love with the girl of my dreams at 16. She formed the basis for what I still desire today. She couldn't take the family pressure, & moved back home after 2 years. I became involved with a Playboy Bunny @ 19. She was bi-sexual & introduced me to gay bars. But I just wasn't comfortable. I wasn't a woman, I wasn't gay, why was I here? Then I heard/found out about transsexuals. The light bulb went off, I started T, & life got better. Like most guys in my situation, the road traveled has or still does involve alcohol, drugs & thoughts of suicide. We do the best we can & hope for what everyone else does; true love. And that's about as much as I can type with one thumb for now.