mmhmm the rituals to me were much worse than the actual physical addiction.
Gillian and I quit about 7 years ago now and I still have times where I think "I'll just smoke one" but yeah - no I can't do that.
What even makes it worse (or maybe it's a good thing?) is that I have dreams where I'm smoking and I wake up so pissed that I started again and have to quit all over...
maybe that's my brains way of saying "you really don't wanna go there.. see how much it'll piss you off?" lol
You guys can do it!
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