You are welcome, hon...A lot of things that I have noticed are:
I have so much more self confidence in myself now than I did back in January of 2007 when I started my journey..I have posted a few pics of myself in the Pin Ups thread and the Show Us Who You Are thread..Something that I would never have done before now.
I am now working on my next journey. On Monday, I will be sitting in a dentist's chair getting some teeth pulled to get ready for braces in January..Once this is done, I will finally be to accept myself in my own head...
Yes it is hard work, but the results are so damn well worth it..I would never allow myself to fall back into that life again..I am a happier person now and I am enjoying it.
I bought a bikini last year, so I could take my nieces and nephew swimming. I haven't worn a bathing suit in general in over ten years before that. I still have that bikini and yes a size 10 is awesome...
I have also noticed, that my body isn't as bloated anymore and I love being told how gorgeous I am..Something my brain would never allow me to except before this journey..My shyness has been kicked to the curb and it felt wonderful to go attend the Reunion...I got to finally enjoy being myself! I say, we put the rock in Little Rock next year!
Hugs and keep it up girlie!!
Zimmeh
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Originally Posted by sylvie
awhhh, Zimmeh *gets all teary-eyed*
first of all, CONGRATULATIONS, a size 10 is frigging fantastic! So proud of you.. & definitely enjoy it, you should because you soo deserve that.. This takes so much discipline and dedication - it's a lot of work, so GO YOU! *hugs* & to think i am inspirational to someone is so smileworthy, from the inside out.. Because each of you are so inspirational to ME!
i can relate to how people would look at me ... (though maybe they weren't and maybe a lot of it was in my own head) but, for many, many years i became a prisoner of my own home even.. Didn't work, stopped going out with friends or seeing family, didn't even so much as go to Parent-Teacher meetings even.. i feared people seeing me.. So, after losing the 63 lbs, i have certainly come out of my little shell, that's for sure..
i not only make plans with friends & family, but i go places and flew to Oregon and find myself doing things which i once found so uncomfortable before, it's almost like... i'm taking my life back, finally! That feels great =)
i also had people bully and make fun of me, often.. Which of course was very hurtful, still can be.. i still get bullied, only difference is, i don't tolerate it anymore and i deal with things much differently...
This journey we're all taking is so life changing, it takes my breath away often just thinking about it.. i get all tickled pink with new things i'm noticing - i love that we have this thread to share...thank you for sharing your changes too!
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