02-11-2010, 11:58 AM
|
#906
|
Senior Member
How Do You Identify?: femme,she
Preferred Pronoun?: she,her,
Relationship Status: very single
Join Date: Nov 2009
Location: western NY
Posts: 3,809
Thanks: 5,280
Thanked 4,240 Times in 1,845 Posts
Rep Power: 21474855
|
on my mind ................
ya know... i was browzin pix in the galleries.... in various places...
and came across couples... like there's a awsome one of . Sass, Mtn,Kim and fish.....btw along with a lot of others i seen. and i dont know it just gave me some tears..
about myself.... why cant i find the right one?? why is it .. i am 54 and im single?? what is MY problem??
I try to do all the right things... and i feel like its a losing battle.
maybe im not good enough for anyone....not pretty enough, skiny enough, smart enough , i dont know what it is.. i know the kind of person i want as a partner... but the ones i seem to have a interest for .. seem to be more attracted to more of the foofoo type girls... i guess i could foo foo it up..... but i want them to like me for me... i dont want to be somebody else just to land someone.
i was with someone once that said.. hy would never ever leave me no matter what....
well hy did....
another i was soo deeply in love with, would do anything for and trusted 200% but,... guess thought some grass was greener on the other side of the fence.. and was cheated on.
then you run into someone whom is a control freak.. maybe im just getting to old for love anymore.... i dont know...
i try my best to keep a positive ,friendly,help others when i can, bubbly attitude, a nice date would be nice once in a while.
anyways...im not looking for a ahh oh whoa is me , feel sorry for me thing here....
guess i just needed a lil vent..... im sure it will pass. 
.
__________________
--------------------------------------------
life is to short to wake up in the morning with regrets
so love the people who treat you right,
forget about the ones who dont,
and believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance take it... if it changes your life let it.
|
|
|