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Onyxena · 12-08-2011, 11:47 AM

Dear Penguin:

We have been apart now for just under two months. We just recently started talking again, and I have to tell you. I cannot ever stop loving you. I have tried. I tried to replace you years ago, and we saw how fantastically that worked out. I love you with ever fiber in my soul and I am sure that we fell in love the moment you said hello.

No one has ever been able to effect me the way you do. You push me to be a better person, even when it would be a hell of a lot easier not to be. You have shown me that all the hurts that I have endured will only continue to hurt me unless I let others in. Others that can be trusted. You are my best friend and I am so sorry that for so long I shut you out. Perhaps not all the way, but enough to cause a rift between us. It wasn't fair to you love. I promise you I will never leave you out again. EVER!

I need you in my life. I love you so much. You see right though me. You have all of me, in a way that no one else could ever have me. I want you and I need you. You must know how much. You must hear it in my voice and see it in my eyes. We connect on every level and I could not believe that I could feel this way about someone and trust them like I trust you. You know all my deep dark secrets. You know about everything. All the things I regret. You know every insecurity and judgement I am currently trying to break. You see through me like I was covered in nothing; stark nude.

You effect me so much. You pull me in and shake my world apart so that there is nothing but the two of us standing face to face. There are no secrets no walls between us. There is just the truth. Truth and love. I adore you Penguin. I will forever be your hot tottie!

Love,
Your Sunshine

12-08-2011, 11:47 AM	#1
Onyxena Junior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: Legally Married Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: Minnesota Posts: 22 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 21 Thanked 26 Times in 11 Posts Rep Power: 224589	Letters to Penguin Dear Penguin: We have been apart now for just under two months. We just recently started talking again, and I have to tell you. I cannot ever stop loving you. I have tried. I tried to replace you years ago, and we saw how fantastically that worked out. I love you with ever fiber in my soul and I am sure that we fell in love the moment you said hello. No one has ever been able to effect me the way you do. You push me to be a better person, even when it would be a hell of a lot easier not to be. You have shown me that all the hurts that I have endured will only continue to hurt me unless I let others in. Others that can be trusted. You are my best friend and I am so sorry that for so long I shut you out. Perhaps not all the way, but enough to cause a rift between us. It wasn't fair to you love. I promise you I will never leave you out again. EVER! I need you in my life. I love you so much. You see right though me. You have all of me, in a way that no one else could ever have me. I want you and I need you. You must know how much. You must hear it in my voice and see it in my eyes. We connect on every level and I could not believe that I could feel this way about someone and trust them like I trust you. You know all my deep dark secrets. You know about everything. All the things I regret. You know every insecurity and judgement I am currently trying to break. You see through me like I was covered in nothing; stark nude. You effect me so much. You pull me in and shake my world apart so that there is nothing but the two of us standing face to face. There are no secrets no walls between us. There is just the truth. Truth and love. I adore you Penguin. I will forever be your hot tottie! Love, Your Sunshine