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Sassy · 12-21-2011, 10:19 PM

I got a phone call from her in New Orleans today. She was manic-y and babbling and all over the place in her conversation. And broke. And panicking. And generally not making sense.

My BFF is spiraling -- no wait, has spiraled out of control. There is nothing I can do to stop it.

I feel angry, because her brain works against her to make her this unstable person at the worst possible times.

I feel lonely, because she's who I usually talk to. And she isn't here.

I feel guilty, because I'm so very weary of picking up the broken pieces and putting them back together.

I feel resentful.

And I feel very, very sad.

12-21-2011, 10:19 PM	#6968
Sassy Member How Do You Identify?: Female Relationship Status: Together Join Date: Jul 2011 Location: In the sunshine Posts: 598 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 815 Thanked 1,929 Times in 460 Posts Rep Power: 19641164	I got a phone call from her in New Orleans today. She was manic-y and babbling and all over the place in her conversation. And broke. And panicking. And generally not making sense. My BFF is spiraling -- no wait, has spiraled out of control. There is nothing I can do to stop it. I feel angry, because her brain works against her to make her this unstable person at the worst possible times. I feel lonely, because she's who I usually talk to. And she isn't here. I feel guilty, because I'm so very weary of picking up the broken pieces and putting them back together. I feel resentful. And I feel very, very sad.