[sylvie]

- Distancing.

It's difficult to do, sometimes..
Weeding negatives out of my life where i can. One major negative for me is my father. His alcoholism of course played a huge role in how he acts towards me today.. He doesn't accept that i am changing for the better and tries to knock me down each chance he gets.. Unsuccessfully, though.

i think i have walked far enough on this journey that i can safely say i am continuing to do better for ME.. And the people who aren't supportive of the positive changes i am making, won't be allowed to drag me down any further.. And i know, when it comes to my father, it pains me to say it, but i just can't allow it anymore.. The anger and frustration he brings me with mere words, he triggers me... plain & simple..

Distancing is necessary...He should want my well-being.. i've always wanted his..

- Anyway, moving forward...
& sooooooooooooooooooo ready for the next exciting chapter in my life!
This has been one helluva journey, thus far..