I think I figured out why I dislike cold winters so much. Aside from the obivious reasons, poor driving conditions, frostbite, high energy bills... its much deeper than that. I have been sitting here thinking about it and I realize,how much I love this mild weather. And why. I feel free! When its bitter cold and snow, ice I feel trapped. Even in fall I feel the great weight of impending doom. Like a dog tied up on a very short chain. Stuck. Trapped. Restrained.
Hmmm very interesting. The gypsy and the Sag in me needs to feel free . Unless I chose the short chain of my own free will. Makes no sense to anyone I'm sure, but it makes all the sense in the world to me.
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