There's no sidestepping the truth if you're to have a life of any kind. There's no ignoring the past especially when it destroys you from the inside out. There's no ignoring hell if you want to keep sane. How many times did I patch it over? This is my life in suspension and honesty, no matter how frightening or brutal, is paramount to survival. My heart stops and my insides are seized....at remembering.
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