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ArkansasPiscesGrrl · 01-14-2012, 01:20 PM

a great meeting this morning, hearing lots that I needed to hear.

talking on the phone with a couple of friends

feeling sleepy and deciding FOR ME to take a quick nap, just cause I CAN! (the fact that I was up till after 3AM last night, before getting up early for said meeting above, I realize I am WAY too old to be doing that, but yanno I had fun with my date!)

Being told again today, by the butch I had a date with last night, that my smile just shook her world. What an wonderful beautiful thing to hear!

Even though I just saw the pic that my ex put up on facebook with her and her new gf, and felt that first rush of a pang, what brought a smile to my face was the realization that I truly DO want happiness for her, and hope she finds it, and the feeling of trust in my OWN life, that I will find happiness myself too. (could I really be ready to release the pain and anger and hurt and resentment and all that CRAP??)

Happy Saturday, everyone!

01-14-2012, 01:20 PM	#7399
ArkansasPiscesGrrl Member How Do You Identify?: femme Preferred Pronoun?: she, her Relationship Status: feeling pretty darned blissful right now! Join Date: Aug 2011 Location: central AR Posts: 856 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,594 Thanked 3,079 Times in 741 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	a great meeting this morning, hearing lots that I needed to hear. talking on the phone with a couple of friends feeling sleepy and deciding FOR ME to take a quick nap, just cause I CAN! (the fact that I was up till after 3AM last night, before getting up early for said meeting above, I realize I am WAY too old to be doing that, but yanno I had fun with my date!) Being told again today, by the butch I had a date with last night, that my smile just shook her world. What an wonderful beautiful thing to hear! Even though I just saw the pic that my ex put up on facebook with her and her new gf, and felt that first rush of a pang, what brought a smile to my face was the realization that I truly DO want happiness for her, and hope she finds it, and the feeling of trust in my OWN life, that I will find happiness myself too. (could I really be ready to release the pain and anger and hurt and resentment and all that CRAP??) Happy Saturday, everyone!