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1QuirkyKiwi · 01-16-2012, 06:10 AM

My life is good! It’s not perfect (that would be boring). I’ve got opportunities and possibilities waiting for me….I just need to decide on which University to do my Masters….nothing too major. I’m happy in myself and with my life and my choices….so why then, does life/the universe/fate have to throw in a ‘blast from the past’ to unsettle everything?! Why? To see if I’m really wanting to walk this new chapter in my life! ….Well…. I DO and I AM! Even if I have to walk it alone; no dating for a while, that’s fine! (I won’t like it, but, I’ll deal with it).

I will NOT succumb to those from my past who want another chance when THEY were the ones who walked away…. I said there was NO going back, I meant it!

Why do people think/believe/expect to be able to come back into my life again and pick up where ‘we left off’ as if nothing has happened? If I wasn’t good enough for you before, TOUGH! I will NOT be treated like my feelings and life don’t matter because I have ‘it all together’ ….do I? Maybe I do! Because I choose to deal with my feelings and emotions and the pain given to me by others AND move on with my life….living my life for me!

Don’t come crying to me when your life falls apart, expecting me to sort it out for you and pick up the pieces, because I WON’T! That’s for you to do….if you can’t, I suggest you seek professionally help!

01-16-2012, 06:10 AM	#7119
1QuirkyKiwi Senior Member How Do You Identify?: BBW. Unique femininity that does not encompass the western paradigm. Preferred Pronoun?: Anything Respectful! Relationship Status: Single, Happy, not Desparate or Looking, but Open to Possibilities... Join Date: Sep 2011 Location: Europe and Aotearoa on a 5:2 ratio. Posts: 2,308 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 11,003 Thanked 6,035 Times in 1,617 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	My life is good! It’s not perfect (that would be boring). I’ve got opportunities and possibilities waiting for me….I just need to decide on which University to do my Masters….nothing too major. I’m happy in myself and with my life and my choices….so why then, does life/the universe/fate have to throw in a ‘blast from the past’ to unsettle everything?! Why? To see if I’m really wanting to walk this new chapter in my life! ….Well…. I DO and I AM! Even if I have to walk it alone; no dating for a while, that’s fine! (I won’t like it, but, I’ll deal with it). I will NOT succumb to those from my past who want another chance when THEY were the ones who walked away…. I said there was NO going back, I meant it! Why do people think/believe/expect to be able to come back into my life again and pick up where ‘we left off’ as if nothing has happened? If I wasn’t good enough for you before, TOUGH! I will NOT be treated like my feelings and life don’t matter because I have ‘it all together’ ….do I? Maybe I do! Because I choose to deal with my feelings and emotions and the pain given to me by others AND move on with my life….living my life for me! Don’t come crying to me when your life falls apart, expecting me to sort it out for you and pick up the pieces, because I WON’T! That’s for you to do….if you can’t, I suggest you seek professionally help! __________________ What will make the difference to me is your strength of character and what's in your heart...