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getting back on track...lol......
I write......often...and it always comes from my heart....I never know what will come out...it is my hope to share some of those writings in here..along the way..I want this to be my writings...for her to discover when the Universe crosses her path with mine..
I go through many legal pads...as I sometimes will write a "piece" that may be a multiple of pages...sometimes it is a line or two..and a paragraph may come out..
Everything I write here is personal and may be about me..and my own opinion.
Gentleness is deeply rooted within me...and is also part of my Cherokee lineage...a gentle people! I want to be a sweet, gentle, kind, compassionate, loving soul. Life is far too precious to be anything else.
I had quite a health scare in November 2011. I was found to have a cancerous mass in my colon, found on a routine diagnostic test pre op for a hysterectomy. Long & short of it...I had major abdominal surgery the 9th of December. I was in ICU for a week then a surgical floor a week. I will, of course have to have blood work at intervals to be sure it hasn't returned, BUT my prognosis is excellent. With that said, I already knew the world turned on a dime...having that diagnosis be given to me...made that even more clearer. I am living life...as fully as I can. I am loving those who cross my path..and I am one who believes love can be of many levels..on many different planes. While I want to fall in love with THE one, I will also love others along the way.....in differing ways. As I have said I am in no hurry...as I want to do things the old fashioned way. I want to "pitch and woo" her...as in the days of old. By that same token, I want to have a love of my own. I enjoy being with someone..I enjoy all the "chaos" and all the busy ness of a love that comes with the territory......
I will write more later....sleepy now..g'night!