[clay]

While I have many thoughts on what I want to share...my mind gets ahead of me..and I get "sidetracked" easily...so as things pop in my mind..I will come and share them...
MY whole life...I was always about being a person of character....in my hometown...a person's word is their honor...to be taken seriously and as honest truth. When I make a promise, it is one I can keep...when I give another my word..you can take it to the bank! I live inside my conscience..my soul..and I want to know I was a person of my word. So for me to give you my word, it is sacred...something of me to be protected..
I want someone of the same fabric as my soul is..a person with honor, integrity..one who can give her word, and I can trust in it. I want solidity in promises...just as mine will.
Moral turpitude and good moral compass are equally important! None of us are without "flaws"...and I wouldn't want someone who is without them...just as I have mine. It is through those "flaws" and "differences" we work together...being flexible, compromising, and reaching a happy medium together!!
I was raised to be gentle, loving, and able to be forgiving. I abhor arguments...good discussions..with some heat are good..but never ones that lead to yelling, cursing, verbally abusing and/or fighting.... ever come to any thing of any good. I am NOT used to that NOR do I want to start. I have way too much respect for my femme to ever yell at her, verbal abuse her, and certainly to never physically abuse her. My heart is filled with love...tons of love...and every day with her would be a gift for me...a gift to be treasured, cherished, and treated with respect, courtesy, and love only.
The OFOS Femme I would like to partner with will be treated like a princess...always...cherished, respected, and with utmost courtesy!
If this is something that appeals to a lady..then great! That is one I would seek...she will be protected by me, be held lovingly, and made to feel safe..my eyes would be ONLY for her alone!! I have never in my life cheated on anyone I was with. It is not in my fabric of being...I keep love fresh and in a spirit of "new" and "refreshing"....always..and always she would know..I am for her alone...in every way. Our lives would be joined...pure and sacred...it doesn't take a ring or a binding ceremony for me to be committed....it is our heart strings that tie one to the other...that keep me grounded..and committed to her..alone!!
I will close for now..just some rainy evening writings...to let that one femme out there for ME know some more of me..
oh how incredible it would be to go lie down in my big old bed, snuggle under the comforter with a special one right now..thunder in the distance...rain pelting down...making lulling, relaxing noises......I wish she were here...come on sweetheart...my arms are for you alone..my eyes are on you alone...and will stay that way..take all the time you need to decide..and to find me...I am patient..always going to belong to you...Clayboi