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Random · 01-22-2012, 12:54 AM

So....

Over the years, I have had a lover or two allude to the fact that I present a bit more butch than they would like.

Frankly it's fucked with my head quite a bit... (Cause in my head I am a lil raggamuffin doll with yarn hair and drooping sox... I don't feel butch at all.)

I've been working on it NOT fucking with my head for years....

I think some of the work is working....

So... I'm doing some banquet service for cash until I get a full time job...

What does one wear when doing white linen service?

You wear a tux... (no vest thank goodness, all those clothes are hot)

I generally don't do mirrors, but I needed to make sure my bow tie was correct and my shirt things were not all twisted...

I looked into the mirror and saw

Short, short, short, hair,round body, andro glasses, tux, no make up.... and I was ok with it... I saw a woman...

I don't know if it's just I don't care right now, or if I'm finally comfortable with who I am and have stopped wishing to be a carbon copy of my mom...

But it was nice... to see myself dressed like a guy and still feel like a girl...

01-22-2012, 12:54 AM	#7155
Random Senior Member How Do You Identify?: femme Relationship Status: Married Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: back in the land of trees and snow Posts: 2,072 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,017 Thanked 5,327 Times in 1,378 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	So.... Over the years, I have had a lover or two allude to the fact that I present a bit more butch than they would like. Frankly it's fucked with my head quite a bit... (Cause in my head I am a lil raggamuffin doll with yarn hair and drooping sox... I don't feel butch at all.) I've been working on it NOT fucking with my head for years.... I think some of the work is working.... So... I'm doing some banquet service for cash until I get a full time job... What does one wear when doing white linen service? You wear a tux... (no vest thank goodness, all those clothes are hot) I generally don't do mirrors, but I needed to make sure my bow tie was correct and my shirt things were not all twisted... I looked into the mirror and saw Short, short, short, hair,round body, andro glasses, tux, no make up.... and I was ok with it... I saw a woman... I don't know if it's just I don't care right now, or if I'm finally comfortable with who I am and have stopped wishing to be a carbon copy of my mom... But it was nice... to see myself dressed like a guy and still feel like a girl... __________________ ~Volunteer~ "It gets in your blood"