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A Lady..Femme..Free Spirit with a touch of survivalist woman in me.
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Spiritual Warrior..She Ra..Baby Doll, or anything close..ha!
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In perfect love and perfect trust I believe that will be directed..for now Just friends in my life.
Join Date: Mar 2010
Location: Live in Utah but take trips to Arkansas. Plan to move there eventually.
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Day 10 of cutting down
Day 10 of cutting down
Ok honestly, I thought by this time I would be able to cut down from 5-7 cigs to less than that...But today feels very RAW!
So I have decided rather than mess up, I will continue what route I have taken already untill it feels a little better to do so.
I think it is better to stay at this point than mess up and smoke more due to nerves.
I also realized a big..HUGE.. trigger is my teen son. That sounds bad ...huh?
He is very hyper and agrues sometimes is why. He is ADHA and on the 75% level of it. So it effects me right now..just sayin.
Anyways, still going strong.
I figure it took many years to create this addiction so a little patients with myself is needed.
again..thanks for all the support.
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Believe what people show you the first time.
It will keep you in balance, and will show you truth!
~*~ Author unknown ~*~
When negative thoughts come to mind,
Let them die stillborn.
Speak and do posotive in any situation,
And watch your dreams grow and flurish.
If you can't say anything posotive, Zip it up.
Do not give birth to that which you do not want to see grow.
See it, Believe it, Own it, Have it!
~*~ Lady Pamela ~*~
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