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Well tomorrow is the very first day that I go back to gym after being away 3 weeks due to trying to get rid of the bronchitis that I had for awhile and while I'm really nervous I'm also kind of excited too. I have to admit that even those times when I would rather not go and deal with weights and such, those are the days that I need them more than anything. Getting and staying motivated are really hard things for me to do but I just have to keep going and know that I am finally working towards being where I wanna be and that's in a healthier lifestyle that includes losing weight and actually having a life (something that I haven't really ever had before).

I've also already made an appointment with my disability worker next week so that I can start getting ready to hopefully find a job, because I really just need to get the ball rolling. I will be turning 32 years old next month and I don't have anything to show for it, so I figure its time to show the world that there is someone who wants to be part of everyday life and that I will no longer use my past excuses to stay hidden in the shadows. I have an opinion, I have a right to be in the moment and I certainly have every right to have a life of my own ~ I'm reaching for the stars and I will not stop until I have succeeded in everything I set my mind out to do :-)