[sylvie]

- i am SCARED to fly alone on Wednesday, Montreal airport especially, since i almost missed a flight in that aiport coming home.. it's SO confusing...lol BUT, it certainly won't stop me, because once i am passed there and heading towards Los Angeles, i know it's only a matter of time before i'm flying to Oregon into my Stud Muffin's arms..♥ *smiles*

- i wonder, if i'll be super talkative to strangers on flights, since i won't have my daughter to ramble away with... i wonder, if people use earplanes because of people like me, rather than pressure from take off and landing...when i am excited, anxious and super happy, i can't help talking a mile a minute sometimes...good thing i brought reads, music, & things to do, otherwise i could be parachuted off hehe..

- alone time, US time, uninterrupted & very much quality time between Mr Mtn & i, i am so grateful to be able to go back there.. i love Oregon, i love the area, i love the pup & i love Him.. ♥ be home soon!

- sock whore - i admit it..cute colors, patterns & some that even sparkle... toe socks, fuzzy socks, short ankle cute socks...no plain colors, i can't get enough..

- 15 days of abstinence, since i've started counting it, i feel so much stronger now... for so long i wasn't able to count it, i feared doing so.. working through step one still & taking my time, learning so much - complete honesty, hard discussions & digging deep within and facing my hurts, bit by bit.. hardest thing i've ever done, seriously. & it's only just begun.. but i'm strong, determined and ready.