[sylvie]

for ..

- an open mind, a gentle heart & loving the girl i am these days.
- a love so wonderful, real & honest with a Guy who amazes me, daily♥
- children, family, friends - making amends, slowly but surely & finding forgiveness for myself one bit at a time...
- being real & honest about my addiction, daily - keeping myself accountable regardless of the hurtful words & judgements at times..It's never easy, but i stay afloat because my confidence and self-esteem tell me i'm worth it now, and that feels good.
- a wonderful, dear conversation with my beautiful grandmother, who is very sick right now . Telling her how much i love her, and wished i could have seen her this weekend (she wouldn't let me due to bad weather, and i didn't want to worry her).. & that i will once i am back from Oregon.. She has a house full right now, is exhausted & needs rest.. i hope she gets that soon..
- Time with my Nanny G tomorrow, before i go on my trip Wednesday.. Another session of painting her nails..doing her hair, and maybe having lunch together.. Think we'll have matching fingernails, i'll let her pick the color.. ♥