[girl_dee]

i don't regret much in my life because had i not experienced things i would have never got the teachings and lessons that got me here today, i learned more about myself in the last 5 years than i have in my whole life..

i've been loved by and loved many wonderful people, who could regret that?, even if one has to leave the situation.

Learning to let go of the hard stuff and hold on to the good stuff is a big part in the process of not beating oneself up over what we could feel was a bad decision.

i've been blessed with beautiful surroundings, from my own backyard in my cypress swing on the slow moving bayou to the eagles, sunset dinners on the shore of a beautiful pond, Cape Cod breezes, motorcycle rides to Ptown, the lake otters, the moon, the sunrises, the huge sky, finding the arrowhead in the sand with my bestie,and treasures when the snow melted.. the kids, the ice cream face babies, fishing on the jetty, my canoe, snow with the pups and training Emma, the woodpeckers, and the Hawks who spoke to me, telling me to keep my eyes open, i spent much of my time being alone with nature and that was sad and wonderful all at the same time. Here i am again blessed with nature and now with the solidity knowing i can call it home and mine. My home, two precious words to me.

so i probably would not much about my life