[sylvie]

Thoughts of my Memere tonight.. Hating that she is so sick and hating that i live so far from her and that i've no way to see her anytime soon.. my father went to see her on Sunday, and said she is doing as good as she can be, but she struggles with breathing and needs the oxygen increased when she walks a few feet.. Tonight i've been sending her much positive energy, and praying that she doesn't suffer ... i respect her decision to not accept treatment especially at her age.. So right now, sending all my energy, and keeping her in all of my prayers and contacting her in any way i can is important for me to keep as close to her as i can.. And i am very much focusing on my memories with her and the dear soul she is, keeping her close in my heart and loving her with all i am.. i know Pepere is watching over her, very closely and holding her hand through this..