I feel u on this pain it's hard and deep and it is ok to FEEL it as long as it takes it's your process my heart goes out to u
[QUOTE=Miss Scarlett;547844]Five years ago today, at this very hour, i was getting ready to go to my Mom's funeral...
[B][FONT="Comic Sans MS"][COLOR="Purple"]Trying to wrap my brain around the fact that it's been 5 years already...
Remembering how the judges, out of respect for Mom, either postponed their sessions that morning or excused the attorneys on their dockets who were coming to the funeral...
Thinking about the different things people said to me over the last 5 years when i was trying to express my grief or seemed off in another world lost in thoughts of Mom. Thinking about how earlier this year it hit me early and hit me hard...
A suggestion to those who have hurting friends...Don't slam your hand down on a table and yell "snap out of it" - it's just not that easy and makes me want to tell them "When it's YOUR mother come tell me how it feels."
This pain is real...it's cold and hollow. In time you kind of get used to it but it never really goes away.
Love, peace and light to u
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