Major hugs to you!!!!!
Many of us here know what it's like to feel that you don't fit in. I used to feel that way coming from a 17 year marriage to a bio man, knowing i was a lesbian but was a femme who liked butches. I felt so freaking alone in the world. It's not a good feeling. I found these sites and wow it felt good to find other peeps like me out there. Even if it is online, it's a start.
YOU are WELCOME here!!!!!! YOU have community here. Get to know the peeps on this site. You will find, for the most part, we are so open to all ways of thinking and loving and living and breathing and growing....
WE are glad you are here Larus.
Welcome Home!!!!!