1. I dont like most people. But I believe in the good of people. In theory and in general but not direct and in practice...
2. I fell in love once with a Franciscan monk who use to be a satanist. I went to him for counseling when my brother committed suicide. More happened than counseling over time. He left to take his final vows and left me behind. He called when he left the order. Our first date was at the wedding of my first love. Who told me during a dance that my ex priest was out in the parking lot fucking my best friend. What a night that was...
3. I now have two pink cowboy hats. I am eyeballing a third. It came in on consignment in my shop. I might have to buy it too...
4. I sometimes have to go to sleep angry when I am fighting with someone. I cant process well when the fight reaches a certain point. As I sleep tho, its worked on and when I awaken, I have it all sorted out and the beginnings of resolution can be found
5. I really dont like cats. I like other people's cats. I just dont like to own them myself. I have two. One is sitting right beside me. He really likes me. In fact I am the only living thing he relates to at all. So we stick together. But I dont like it. But I love him. I just dont like owning cats.
6. I am allergic to Tide laundry soap. I only use Gain. Tide can make my skin turn red, itch and swell.
7. I have never read Shakespeare
8. The one thing a lover can do that can destroy my faith in him/her, is to let someone make fun of me or talk ill of me to them or to anyone else in their presence and not stop them. I have only had this happen to me once, with one partner. I was told to be the bigger person and ignore it. It destroyed us, on different levels between us.
9. I write poetry but dont like to read it at all.
10. I am reading The Hunger Games. Still.
11. I am dreadfully afraid i dont know the rules about growing old and will end up looking like the Bingo Ladies with their mesh scarves around their curlered hair and the drastic make up over their wrinkles.
12. I have no patience for toast
13. I can tell the difference between a white oak and a red oak, a sugar maple from a silver maple, and a chinese pine and a white pine.
14. I took care of 18 families in a shelter when they all broke out in chicken pox in waves over a period of 2 months. Then I did. And my daughter did, who was only 8 and had a cast on her arm from falling off her bike.
15. When I moved to Florida in my 20s, my landlord tried to market me out sexually to his buddies, in exchange for reduced rent. He thought it was a great deal. I didnt.
16. I am an introvert and an extrovert. Its an interesting balance.
17. I want a black and white tv
18. I bought a grill last year for my sub to cook on. And he is afraid of it.
19. I am putting in my big garden again this year. I had to give it up for a couple years because I couldnt breath while gardening. Now that I have had surgery and things have been repaired I am better. My lung that was collapsed will never fully be ok and so I still get winded but I dont think I will be passing out while I weed anymore.
20. and I am getting my flock of hens this year too. The fencing is being put up next month. Its sitting outside waiting to happen...
21. my favorite of all colors is a deep rich indigo violet blue
22. My new eyeglass frames are Ed Hardy's
23. There is nothing more comforting of a sound to me than to listen to snoring. I am listening to my dog snore while I type this and it is so soothing...
24. I dont use any condiments on sandwhiches unless its a hot dog. On hot dogs I put mash potatoes, sauerkraut and mustard (usually brown) on them
25. I need a horse...
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Pole bachit, a lis chuye.
The field sees, the forest hears
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