on my mind-
this week- doc appts everyday but friday,
and todays appt- we schedule heavy surgery today.. should be in a few days.
this is scary stuff happening... i remain hopeful.
constant on my mind now-
my whole mindset, and my life has drastically changed since dec,
and none of the petty things matter anymore like they used too...
the small stuff, drama, bullshit games, past.. blah- i'm past it all.. lifes too short. seriously-
one day you may wake up to find your days limited or something... then what?
why waste whats left on nonsense? food for thought... jus sayin.
i remain steadfast and grateful to remember to live each day smiling.
and nothing or nobody can touch me anymore.
still on my mind- this past weekend at the river... some much needed peace with my Love.
it was O/our calm and respite before the storm thats looming this week.
my nerves needed a break. my body needed a break. my mind needed to stop spinning for a minute...
my Love handed all that to me, and made that happen- as Hy always does.
i am so very blessed.
on my mind, always... how very much i am loved, and cared for.
i matter... i know it, i never doubt it- and dammit if it don't feel good.
