[sylvie]

Just sitting here, thinking...

- i applied to take a Nursing course, finally.. the lack of self-esteem has prevented me from doing that for years... To finally submit & pay for my application, and be waiting to find out if i am accepted, makes me smile big.. Even if i am not accepted, it's a win for me because i have taken the step to TRY.. And, i have the confidence to reapply because i don't take no for an answer, hehe..

- i have actually taken the steps to start my own weight loss support group at work... i approached management, and the wellness committee, who totally went for the idea, and asked me to lead the project, which ... okay, i'm petrified, LOL.. but, where did this confidence come from? And to know i will help inspire others, and also gain inspiration from them, is such a tremendous honor..And so, this week i will be working on some projects to get it underway, and will be choosing a date at the end of April.. And the feedback from co-workers who are excited for this to start, has me over the moon excited..

- Our future, plans We're making, Our reality - i can't wait.. The steps forward we make, the time We are taking and serious downright planning of Our lives, together - ♥ Our children, Our friends, Our families, everything coming together - being a part of one another's reality.. And while the distance is difficult, We make the best of Our everyday until We will be together.. finally... The countdown is ON.. i'm an excited, happy & very blessed girl, to be His, completely.

Life, is really blossoming for me, in SO many ways.. If i would have said any of this were to happen a year ago, i wouldn't have believed it.. To think, Our love began with a container of peach sorbet.. To think, after years and years of battling my own inner demons, i would have the strength, determination and ability to not only push myself but to not even recognize myself, who is this girl? lol.. i really like her though!