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How Do You Identify?: Mr Mtn's babygirl
Preferred Pronoun?: girly, she
Relationship Status: fiercely protected ♥
Join Date: Jan 2010
Location: Moving home in OR with Him VERY soooon !!
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Walking out of my appointment today and dealing differently than i would have in the past.. No internalizing, no self abuse, no negative thoughts.. i had hoped for extra funding for the course i applied to take, but it won't happen, and that's okay.. Regardless of how unfair it seems, i didn't get discouraged and it only fueled my fire to do this regardless.. i am determined and fully ready to do anything i need to, in order to make this happen.. i'm excited, hopeful and want this really bad..
39 years old and applying to go to school, that's pretty thrilling to me.. So many years i've 'wanted' to and lost the courage..
this girl is full of courage now..
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my Mantra: i am letting go of angers, continuing to find forgiveness, welcoming inner peace & deserving of it all.
my facebook weight loss page:
http://www.facebook.com/asyllyjourney
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