[RNguy]

( this is not your typical love letter by the way - it's for my late butch brother)

Dear Kamereon,
There is never a day that goes by my brother where I do not think of you in some aspect. The impact you left on my life, was such an amazing one. I remember the day we met years ago, I remember being new to the community and taking some heat from an obnoxious guy, and you shoved your way by hym and took up for me and put hym in hys place. From that moment on, we became bonded for life and each others side kick.
We started our own little club in each others user notes and it kind of flourished into a funny little out there escapade with some people floating in and out reading about us and trying to figure us out. I still have every user note left up there and still from time to time read them and laugh.
I remember the day you became sick, and called me. I remember the day you told me that you were diagnosed with multiple tumors and that it was cancer and spread throughout your body. I never told you , this but I crumbled that day and was so angry that I met my soul brother, and angry bc you were going to be leaving me in a few months.
No matter how brutal the truth was , you and I always were honest with each other. You asked me if you were going to die, and I said yes. I remember your gf ripping my ass so hard that day and reeming me for telling you that, but it was the truth and I was not going to give you some false lie.
I remember the very last words you said to me, which I will take to the grave with me.
The kind of bond you and I had was something that brothers rarely get to experience in this life. I cannot believe how identical our lives were. We were the exact same person in 2 different bodies and states.
I'm forced to make a decision on a big move in life at this moment. This is the decision you made and I think i'm doing the right thing, but i'm going to follow in your footsteps with this one in hopes that I may do something positive for myself, and help others in the process in need. If it's meant to be that my decision fails, then I will take it with the meaning that my God has a different plan for me. I asked myself the other day , where is my brother when I need hym the most, and i'm not sure but today, there you were speaking to me. I know you are always around me in some form.
This letter is for you my brother, I want you to know that I truly loved you with all that I had inside. I cannot wait to see you again, and I know that when it's my time to leave this earth, you will be there to show me some ropes in another life. Thanks for the brotherly love you gave to me, thank you for opening up to me, thank you for believing in me and thank you for your honesty and dedication . Thank you for being a soldier and fighting for our freedom in the Gulf. I was and am so proud of all the accomplishments you achieved in your life. You are my brother, my hero, and my inspiration .

Love,
your co-bassmasterbrotherbdawg

-RNguy